JENBEEBEL

2006-11-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

i know it'll probably be approximately 10000 years later before either Jen or Bee reads this, but still i just want to rant it somewhere...

i'm feeling terrible. its kind of crazy, i just feel dejected and lonely and full of sorrows. (okay scratch that, that sounded too emo =/) currently i am weighed down by many many mind bothering issues. in every aspect of my life, you could say. academically, socially (well maybe not so much), family and dragonboating. and raining everyday is just adding extra weight to my already despondent heart.

you know when i say im determined to be more hardworking this semester? well i started off fine, really, until recently i had to skip 2 days of school in a row, and i felt like shite. one day was because of illness, and another a really stupid reason, which was actually an uproar that occured at home. well screw that. yup so actually the domestic mayhem actually caused a jolt in my consistency in lectures and tutorials. ok im not using that as an excuse, but that was what really happened. and within a couple of days i had to experience yet another horrible thing - kind of letting an opportunity which God put RIGHT IN FRONT of me (LITERALLY DIRECTLY IN FRONT, yes its that close) slip. OMG I HATE THAT FEELING. i wish that feeling would go away NOW NOW NOW, because i'd only brood abt it over and over and overrrr again. rawr. and dragonboating, well so much's been said and done, and now i'm past my rowing phase. i am really really sad about it. this sat and sun's gonna be my last race, and its worse that my mom cant make it. not because she cant, well she could if she could just remember the dates i told her before and not book the air ticket to china that day! but well it doesnt matter now anymore. it was one hell of a tough decision but someone told me, maybe that decision will make you a stronger person, not the other way round. and i figured its totally true and maybe i'd just make the best of everything and be optimistic in everything. (right, if only its that easy.. i wouldnt even be ranting about anything! sigh)

sometimes i really feel downright empty. the emptiness is too much to bear on such occasions. i'd really think its God punishing me for neglecting him so so much. the other day i was just praying in mass for and about lotsa stuff. one of them is peace and understanding btw my family members. its so hard to make it happen. most of the time we're peaceful, but i figured thats just because everybody cant be bothered to communicate abt the problems, and once we do, we cant do it properly in a refined way.

im sick and tired. i really need guidance to a fulfilling, wholesome and meaningful life. more importantly, a selfless one.

anyway, i really miss quality moments with Jen and Bee. all of us would always have not enough time for each other, and especially at times when i needed u both most. =( but of course its understandable, and im grateful for the presence of our Jenbeebel blog, even though like you two are always MIA from this humble blog of ours. pffffft. hahaha.

this is a front and back view of a thingamajig bee made me on one occasion when dragonboat was giving me so much pressure and unhappiness that i was crying just about everywhere, in my house, in the bus and all the nonsense. this small gesture meant a lot to me, even though Bee, you might have forgotten what that was. haha but i still take it out to see sometimes when im down u know! like now =)

and this, would always act as a reminder to study hard, and i remember being very hopeless about my exams that time. and its extra useful since common tests are around the corner. thank you, jen! =)

i hope you girls are doing well.. dance well on saturday and sunday, jen. my moral support will be given to you when im at the singapore river. feel it. =) and speedy recovery to bee!

<3,
Belly

2006-07-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

1 yr !!! I wan to ride my bicycle, i wan to ride my bike

HeHes

2006-07-09T21:17:00.000+08:00

heys SURPRISE? i'm blogging my god haha.. Its really quite long since we went out eh thou a short 1 but we had a real good time of havin to suffer hunger till e romantic delication ha

Jen x6 Bee x6 Bel x6 !!

ding dong

2006-06-14T11:12:00.000+08:00

hello everyone... belly's here and hows my happy people doing???

its after the common tests and i am so damn free so i thought i'd create an entry here. HAHA. so when are we meeting up again!?!? its the holidays already, leh! netball/dancing/dragonboat shouldnt be used as an excused, theres a whole two weeks for us u know *pouts* anyway, a series of cool events will be here soon. jenbeebel will turn one, jen eighteen and soon i'll be eighteen too! WAH so hyped already. HAHAHA.

anywayyyyy. i hoped you girls did great for the common tests. well i shant say the same for myself because i think i buang-ed the stupid papers already. -_- stupid shit. but heck la, i'm very optimistic as you know, so i'm doing my best (you bet) on enjoying and playing like mad this holiday hehe. well, the next db race is gonna be here REAL soon, and u two should know better i feel the most demoralised during this period. so, be there for me when i need two bodies to lean on ok? not that im fat or what la, but still... HAHAHA. sigh.

AND PLEASE START TO BLOG LA YOU TWO LAZY ASS!

*runs away and hides*

2006-06-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

Common Test SUCKKK. grrr.

We'll get through it.. and have 2 weeks of holidays! =))
Work hard girls..

Cant wait for Friday's chilling session
wheee~

belly, the self proclaimed welfare head

2006-02-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

Jenbeebel Organisation

Memorandum

Date : 22 February 2006
Attention: Jenbeebel Organisation Members
Re : Holiday Protocol Matters

As you all know, the very horrendous imminent storm called "examiniation" will soon be over in a blink of an eye. (Which very well sums up to an estimatedly 8 days time.) Afterwhich, we will all soon be needing to address appropriately to our impending holiday protocols, which strictly only involves having fun, having fun, having fun and lastly, having fun. The welfare department understands that each member of the Jenbeebel Organisation also has their respoonsibilities to commit to their own "talents" organisation, in which respectively (from oldest to youngest) refers to Netball, HipHop and Dragonboating. Thus, besides the protocols mentioned earlier, members of Jenbeebel Organisation are also granted time-off to concentrate on their respective trainings if need be.

The welfare department would need individuals of Jenbeebel Organisation to submit their schedule of activities during the holidays. This is to allow the department to arrange the days to carry out our protocols smoothly without hindrence.

Your cooperation and kind understanding in this matter is greatly appreciated.

The welfare department trusts that each individual would embrace the storm well, and wish all a good day ahead.

Yours sincerely,
Belly
Self Proclaimed Welfare Head

Reminder

2006-02-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

JEN pls REMEMBER TO PAY FUND

Due:
Long Long ago!!! HAHA

hehe

2006-02-07T10:58:00.000+08:00

Eh which website did u get the source from? Eh pls rememer to state the source. So nex time i can use here...

from the heart <3

2006-02-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

From my heart,

I'm giving you everything.

From my heart,

I promise you that I'll be there.

From the soul,

I'm showing you all I feel,

From my heart...

I'll be there for you (you both),

These five (six) words I swear to you (you both)

(LOL)

...Straight from Belly's heart =)

2006-01-27T12:47:00.000+08:00

Jen here =)) hehs.
Off to malaysia in about...7hrs time? lol...
Miss me ehs..
happy happy happy cny.. gong xi fa cai! hahahas.
__________________lookind forward to nx jenbeebel outing

its BEL here =)

2006-01-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

HI my pretty ladies!

anyway jen, you made us so proud of you by getting into the finals! haha really really glad for you. this is your very first stepping stone towards your dream, step on to it well! =) you're falling sick already, remember to drink LOTS of water alright? you better be well on feb 10! hahaha. (and i realised you coloured the text in the previous entry according to our fav coulour! hehe)

beebeeee. well really appreciate your small gift! =) thats really sweet of you and omg. you guy's present from last year is still with me hehehe. okay i'll remember to bring it SOON. heh. okay hope youre doing great too, its really been long since 3 of us hanging out. okay after the coming exams we all can play like MAD. YAY! hahaha

okay anyway, i finally see a streak of glowing passion in my rowing. i'll continue to work towards my committment too, just like you girls! thanks bee for hearing me out a couple of months before when i was lost in serious state of confusion. you might not have remembered, but it was a pretty sour period for me. haha oh well, all's fine now! =D

i'll catch you girls soon alright. in the mean time, do miss me just like i miss you girls! *muahs* <3
BELLY

sweett

2006-01-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

hey sweeties!! thanks for being there with me during my audition ,giving me support and confidence...=))

Bee--> Realised you're pretty stressed lately.. hmm.take it easy ok?? Whenever u feel pek chek, ehs. got 3 options.. 1) think of me. 2) think of bel. 3) think of jenbeebel. Cfm will feel better de. HEHE.
Jiayou! We can make it thru this sem.. those projs and tests..everything will be done and we'll have our hols soon!

Bel--> Im really glad that we met and had lunch and dinner together today =) Its really fun chit-chatting wif ya.. Though its really hard to meet nowadays, due to exams n projs, we can still meet in school to update each other (gossips n stuf?) ok?! hehes

--------------------love bee bel lottttssss =))
SUPER DUPER BIG hugggg!!! hehs.

babes.

2005-12-22T14:19:00.000+08:00

I bought christmas presents for my darlings already =)
love ya babes ~( sounds like those Se peh peh.lol)

Muacks

2005-12-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

my pretty darlin belly say i'm a gift from god haha wow so sweet but i'm not dropped out f no where omg my mon gave birth to me u may wanna write a thx u card to my mom lah...And u have to pay for the entertinment u noe! * Jenbeebel fund haha!
oops forgot to conrats belly fot he first metal in d.b i believe there be more to come so work harder eh...but work harder here dun forget ur studies kk.
oops another 1 says me sweet haha shy liao ... heys exams are really near dun stress yourself and all the best to prepare for ur dance! i 'll be ur note 1 supporter bel be 2ns haha...
heys stop telling everyone about my age ...

=)

2005-11-26T16:17:00.000+08:00

Omg..Bee's so sweet =)
We have made a promise that no matter what, jenbeebel will always be together right???!! =p forget about that stupid dream..will never happen!!
Bee is not irritating la! hahas..she's sporty and a really nice girl.. the eldest in our grp and has the responsibilty of taking care of the 2 little gers. lol. which she has done so =))
Our kai Xing guo too! not failing to make us laugh everytime!
LOVE BEE N BEL!!!!!

BEL HERE!

2005-11-26T00:41:00.000+08:00

omg im so pleasantly shocked about bee's entry!
hahahaha yay everyone's blogging!

two of you are definitely God's gift to me
its like you two dropped out of nowhere and entered my life
wonderful wonderful gifts =)
two darlings who brought SOOOO much laughter in my life
(sooooo much that i find it hard to believe myself!)
i really REALLY enjoyed every outings with you girls
every chatting sessions we had
everything everything!
i can never bear to see any of us quarelling
so, a dream's just a dream right??
hahaha
but, maybe an argument in the future is bound to come by
however im sure that our friendship is strong enough
strong enough to withstand any kinds of storms =)

everyone's getting kinda sentimental man!
HAHA
okay im wearing my first race tee and shorts to sleep soon
gosh so damn excited la
(as if im gonna row like that! sigh)
but oh well, i'll work harder for my seat!!

we'll go out soon yea??
before i leave for penang next week
remember, i leave on dec1 night!!!
coming back on dec5 night!!
hehe.

lots of hugs and kisses!! x)

i Love u peeps

2005-11-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

Oh mine, i'm blogging haha
My sWeEtiEs...! i LoVE u peeps. i 've beeN BlesseD With u 2 lovely dovely as my fren!!!How lucky can 1 get? i Really enjoyed the photos we took and the great time we spent together.Hope that this kinna poly life will never end. i RealiSed We hAve veRy diStintiVe diFFs buT deSpite Of thAt, wE HavE BeeN sO cLose... Bel the tai tai richie look ,jen e hidden talent of music and dance , and me haha considered irritaing ...

oops todaE Jen said that she dreamt of ur quarreling... Hereby, i make a promise here that i will not let it affect our friendship! Cuz JENBEEBEL is a Word that nv splits juz lik us.

JENYIN HERE =)

2005-11-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

Im here to blog Jenbeebel's first entry !!!!!
First of all..must thank Bel for opening this blog and looking for such a nice blogskin..=)
hehes...
hey gers..jus realised that our trainings are all on different days.. which means we dont have a common day which we can go out =( sighh..
i miss the fridays -chilling day...
i miss the sleepovers at bel's placee..
dont care lars.. we must go out one of these daes.. hehes..
take care gers !
=ppppppppppppppppppppppppp